even the ones of the heart. for He created us to love and be loved and to need companionship, and He will not give us the desire to be joined unless He means to do something about it. like fulfill it.
current song: Waiting in the Wings (Point of Grace)
AFTER He made His promises to me, He tells me to “dare to dream.” He knows very well what my dreams are, and He knows I’m trusting Him to make them come true.
not only does He walk with us in the darkest moments, He brings extra matches, candles, lanterns, and heavy-duty flashlights with extra batteries. also, He carries us through the pitch black we would never make through on our own.
it was no accident that we met when we did, how we did, where we did. it was His timing, not theirs. THEY have no control over what HE does, and with whom XD
a booster shot of sorts, just to strengthen what I already have.
by the time I needed to have a chat with Abba about all this, He had already set things up His way, and knew how it was all going to play out. so right now I am just along for the roller-coaster ride, not always enjoying it, but trusting Him to steer.
I know. You do. Both of you. I know.
because for someone like me, God wouldn’t let me go on this long, while giving me encouraging nudges, if it wasn’t meant to be. so that’s what I believe. it is meant to be, by Divine Story Plot, and I’m going to let the Author Himself flesh out the details.
not crying anymore. can tell I truly did, my head hurts as only it can after a good cry. but I’m sitting curled up against his side, with my head on his chest, and his arm wrapped around me - I on one continent, he on another - with Godcomfort music on my iPod, and for at least a few moments, I will be alright.